So today marks the first day of a long ordeal I have just had to begin. It's outcome is uncertain. There is as much hope as there is fear, that is certain. We cannot let the fear win, no matter how bleak, or dreary it may seem. Once you let fear win, you lose your ability to think and strategize clearly and logically.
Here is a good piece I take solace in when things happen beyond my wisdom, my undertanding and my logic.:
The Proverbs of Solomon
Proverbs Chapter 3 (5) "Trust in the Lord with all thine heart: and lean not into thine own understanding."